For the past two years my life has been like a roller coaster, with many more downs than ups. It has kind of made me wiser um that's my guess and no comments about that please. These experiences have taught me how to take everything in my stride.
And unfortunately they made me feel like a wise old owl (like the ones in children's books). Though its a debatable topic as to whether the owl is really wise or not as it has never seen the daylight. As tempting it may sound I will not go into that.
But ever since I have joined college I realized "Hey! Am just a novice in this big, wide world!" Few samples only for you (WARNING:-Don't fall off your chair in shock guys!) I cannot cross roads. It is a impossible task for me. I get paralyzed in fear. I went out to carve a niche for myself but looking back I think I am going to soon book a "carved" gravestone for myself while crossing roads.
And my temper. I have got a really bad one. It's like sand. More tightly I try to hold it, it's slips from my fingers. It was my guess that spending 14 years in a girl's school would have help to curb it (talk about girl-bonding) but of course I was proved wrong. And guess what? Am losing it pretty often.
I have lost out on a lot of friends. It used to make me sad thinking about it. But I guess it's a part and parcel of life and "the show must go on". One day or the other I would have grown out of it. That is the only positive which kept me going in my dark, bleakly days.
But through all of this all I got at the dusk of these two years is a hand. A hand which is as steady as a rock when my hand trembles, a hand which has infinite patience, a hand which is always there to support me, which is warm on those cold nights, and soft during those difficult mornings. It is that hand which shows me the right way of life. In a nutshell that hand belongs to my god!
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